So, the night before the day that follows. Before I begin, perhaps some context. Last weekend was strange and hard, if not unanticipated, as the metrics of the classic Spice Girls hit “2 become 1” were reversed and I now have one girlfriend fewer than I did this time last week (a present total of 0 before any smart-arse wisecracks :) This may, or may not, explain a slightly more reflective mood as I do the hard part of preparing to leave: the last night, when nothing is left to pack and I’ve checked I have my passport a thousand and one times. I’ve said goodbyes and am just left with a little pocket of time to reflect and to think ahead, time to think about what I’ll miss and what I won’t, time to consider what will change and what will stay the same. The calm before the storm.

My gear ready for lift-off

I remember a similar feeling before I started Uni, like I’m breathing air heavy with nervous excitement or hopeful anxiety. Then, as now, there was little more to do than sit, think and pray. I feel like I should have some poignant background music like they always have in shit teen-dramas like The OC. I don’t think my boy Justin (see below) can help me out here, I need something acoustic yet uplifting. Answers on a postcard, I’m going with Get Cape Wear Cape Fly – Once More with Feeling (I hope I don’t get arrested on arrival for breaking copyright law with the YouTube vid).

The next time I write I will be in Egypt, and I’m not sure yet how this change in city, country and continent will affect things. Will it be like the difference between writing in Manchester and London? Like the difference between writing when tired or when full of energy? Like the difference between writing when in a relationship or when single? Change is an odd thing, sometimes what seem like the smallest changes can have the most profound impact in the grand scheme of things. Only time will tell the impact of my time and experiences in Egypt.

Ooh, deep. Please send the cheque from the Pullitzer to my UK address, for any publishers reading this I won’t take anything less than a tenner for the movie rights. Goodbye Britain and all who sail in her! In the words of the Foo Fighters: “I’ll be coming home next year.”

Tom xx

4 Comments:

  1. Anonymous said...
    Hey Tom, I hope you have a fantastic time and enjoy every minute. Take care, shall be visiting your blog often, so don't keep me waiting too long till you write again!!x
    Anonymous said...
    It was Julie Drain by the way.x
    Anonymous said...
    I want to come to Alexandria, I'm bored of Edinburgh, nothing happens. Plus Egypt contains a handful of over-sized; I want to say novelty, 'pointy things', that are of interest to oneself.
    Can you guess who it is yet?
    Good Luck and have fun....
    Anonymous said...
    check you deep thinker.
    enjoy yourself mate ... it's not often I have friends in far away places.
    Lx

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